Because you are you.

M.I.A from 26 Nov onwards.
Off for holiday! :D
Coming back on 3rd Jan.
Keep my tagboard alive okay! ^^

I know you care about me ;

From Maurice ` Girlfriend's tumblr ;

We all have that boy ; he’s the boy we try to pretend we aren’t looking for as we make our way to class . He’s the boy that we lie about and claim to not care about anymore . He’s the boy that gives you the cliche butterflies , complete with the weakness in the knees . He’s the boy we’re thinking about as we read this . I think every single girl has this boy , and every single girl will remember him forever - he’s not the one for us , but he’ll always be somewhere in our hearts .

I make mistakes . I have regrets . I hate being alone . I'm always late . I hate school . I don`t like being wrong . I hate being ignored . I have enemies . I can't sing . I laugh way too loud . I can`t look anyone in the eye . Many things just seem to get to me . I'm not perfect . && , I don't wanna try anymore .

Saw this on Vina's & Sancia's blog ;

A guy & , a girl were standing infront of a mirror . The girl asked , " What do you see ? " . The guy smiled ﭢ & , said : I see the rest of my life , ♥

And from my heart ;

Girl : How much do you love me ?
Guy : It's alot , alot more than you can imagine <:

Kthxbye . :)

I wonder if he miss me ;

HELLO , just posting some awards , (:




To accept the Blogger Award there are some rules to follow :

1. Thank and link back to who gave you the award .
2. Share seven things about yourself .
3. Pass it along to seven ten blogs you've recently discovered and enjoy * .
4. Leave your recipients a note, telling them about the award .

* Ps ; i make it ten instead .

Thanks Helena & Livian for the award <:

7 things about me :
1. My name is Xiaoyan .
2. I HATE INSECTS ! D:
3. I spent alot of time online .
4. I'm sick of my life .
5. I hate the word LOL .
6. I'm awesome ! ^^
7. I'm money-faced . $.$

Pass it to seven ten blogs I've recently discover & enjoy reading :D
1. Pui Ling .
2. Jiayi .
3. Xinying .
4. Mavis .
5. Hester .
6. Wan Ting .
7. Rachel .
8. Wanching .
9. Natasya .
10. Ameliachua .

Done with this . Tag you all soon , ^^ bye !

Starstuck ; cus i fuckin` love you.

Hello people! ♥ C:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

YAY. I love bubbletea. \m/

Today is letter + random stuffs. Lolol bored.

Letter ; Day 4 - your siblings.
Hai, you two are dead annoying. I have nth to say. Bye.

Random - work.
Went to Vivo City today, ummm work & slack. How fun. HAHA. Morning, trained to Clementi, supposed to reach there by 9.20. But yeah, late cos' of me. Hee. Then Me & Sab thought they all go already! Haha. But nah, the rest of them were already at Vivo. Waited for Alia's car & drive to Vivo. Shiok. Workedworked till 4. Getting pay on monday! YAY. ♥ $100 ++ be jealous! Nah, kidding. I not so bad de okay! HAHA. Going back to china on 26 November to 3 Jan. Miss me yeah okay. KEEP ME TAGBOARD ALIVE KK. (L) Thanks! :3 kay next.

Random - joke of the day.
Me : -irritates friend-
Friend : WTFWTFWTFWTFWTF!
Me : Awww, thanks for welcoming me to fb so many times! so sweet! C: ♥ rofl.

My damn cute fb status. Yay, ^^

Okay done w this random post. Bai. Update next time. C:

It's you, my boy, it's you.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

It's you, my boy, it's you.

Letter ; Day 3 - your parents.

Hai mum & dad,

Mum. Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with you. Kept screaming & shouting at us for small matters. Okay, but whatever. Your mood is like damn unpredictable. I don't like. Stop it okay? But still, thanks for bringing me up. This sentence simply covers the purpose of this letter for both of you : You are not perfect, but I still love you. ♥

I FUCKING DONT. FUCK IT.

You make my life colourful.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
You make my life colourful ; yeah, it's you.

Dear crush,

You dont know how much I really like you. It's more than you can imagine. You wouldn't know cus you are not me. My crush for you is up & down kinda thing. Start of the year, abit. Middle, no. End of year, alot. See? I know you will not be mine, there's a girl in your heart. So, yeah. Do me a favour ; can you? Stop me from crushing on you, ♥ cus i really dono what to do to get you off my mind. Hopefully, somehow. D: i miss you alot, alot, alot & alot.

Okay, im done. Byebye ^^ , update soon againz. <:

Because it's you, i smiled.

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

Cus it's you, i smiled. (:
Heh, i bored. Soo i'm doing this 30 days challenge. :B credits to Allyson's blog. It's privated. So i will come back and do the day 1 thing. BRB. Backed! ^^

Day 1 — Your Bestfriend.

MY BESTFRIEND IS SABRINA BTE FAISAL.

Dear Sabrina Bte Faisal,

Thanks for being my best friend. You are so epic manzxc. Seriously. Me + you = epic failures. Oh well. :B haha, we bonded so much this year. I never thought you would be my best friend, the one i hang out with, laugh with, gossip with, get irritated with. You know right, you are my four leaf clover. HARD TO FIND & LUCKY TO HAVE. (phrase taken from roxanne.) That's why you are my best friend. Yeah i do - I love you. :D ♥♥♥

Eh you better blog lor okay. I have been waiting for your post, like FOREVER. :B okokokokokokok? Pray that there is no streaming for sec 2 class okay! x: Lastly, visit her awesomee blog ` SABRINA'S DEAD-BLOG-JUST-REVIVE-ALL-THANKS-TO-AWESOME-XIAOYAN. :B

Next, for NEOWANTING. ^^

Wan Ting has been my awesome, good friend since P3. She is f `ing awesome, & i also love her to the bits! ♥♥♥ she is a pro at blogging, yes, i mean it. SHE IS MY SISTER. WE HAVE THE SAME NAME. (I know you jealous.) Woooooooo. :* LOVEYOU LAH, ok. ^^ WANTINGLOVESXIAOYAN. XIAOYANLOVESHERTOO! Visit her ` WANTING'S CUTE BLOG. (:

Okay. I'm done. Update next time. (:

I hate how much I love you , boy .

I hate how much I love you , boy .
I can't stand how much I need you . :(
Hate that I love you - Rihanna ft. Ne-Yo .
I'm addicted to this song , since 12/11/2010 . ♥

HELLOS . ^^ Haha , posting today , if not my blog would be dead . Heh . So , well , have been working with Sabrina , Raynie , Kris & Johnathon these days . In fact , around 2 days . Quite fun actually . (L) HAHA , i want money , so GOT MONEY CAN ALREADY . I can see $$$ coming in already . Shiok manzxc . <:

Will be working for 9 days in total , cause me going back china for holiday on 26 Nov . SAD LA HOR ? If not , got more money . :B . HAHA . Going back from 26 Nov to 1 Jan . MIA in Singapore during this period . Wakakaka , LOL . :D dont miss me too much ! ♥ hehheh . Which just means , i needa finish my holiday hmk like soon ok . TvT zzz , talking abt that , i havent complete all . hais , wtf . :/

SOON SOON SOON SOON . Will do it soon . ^^ well , hopefully . :) okayz , done with this short update . Continue to miss me ! P: . Oh yes ! I got this fb display picture naoz . I like i like . <:



Found this while bloghopping , ^^
how true uh . (Y)

[EDIT]
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says “I love you”,
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can’t live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.
When a GIRL says “I miss you”,
No one in this world can miss you more than that.
[/EDIT]

Okay , byeeee ! :D

Life is a fucking piece of crap.

hello. i don't know how to start this post. this post is for no one in particular. yeah. so dont assume is you & stuffs. thanks. :)

ok, so life is a fucking piece of crap - to me.

i just wish maybe someday i would vanish from this world. and i will see who will ever cry for me then come back again. no, maybe not. i would vanish & POOF. i'm gone. why am i doing this? because i feel that i'm extra in this world. i have this feeling that people take me for granted. yes, i'm not famous in the cyberworld, nor am i in real life. i'm just a girl who craves for people's attention. a little more of attention. right now, i'm just an extra human being.

it have to be always me to take the first step to talking to people, chatting on msn etc. i'm fucking sick & tired of this. always. yeah, me. and when i start convo, people just ignore me sometimes. or just say hi & set their status as BUSY. every word people say means alot to me cus i'm very sensitive. once you don't reply, a million of things run through my stupid mind. sorry, i can't control it. it will be like, you dont like me .. kind of thing. you get it right. is it really that difficult to say, sorry im busy, hmm, talk ltr? yeah right. difficult. very. x:

i wish i had true friends who stand by me when i'm upset. no matter how hard i try, people take me for granted & ignore me? so that's life uh. cool. i have alot more to say, but now, i just have no mood at all. so, ..

ok. i'm ending. i have too much in my fucking mind now. i need a break. i really need a break. and btw, to those who i think that i'm acting innocent or whatsoever, get a life. you can just leave if you dont like me. is not like i give a damn about you anyway. and yes, i'm not acting, i dont even see a need to act. :)

Can't get my eyes off you.

GETTING MORE EMOTIONAL DAY BY DAY. D:
I know i'm getting too sensitive, but trust me, this is not i want.

I'm half over you ;

Hello dears! ♥♥♥♥♥

HEHEH. lalalala, yes, im enjoying my holidays! quite luh ^^ HOLIDAYS FTW. \m/ abit boring, but still ok bah. at least, im like going out everyday. WOOO! :D heheh. today went to sab's house. fun ttvm. we both like crazy girls (:

sab's house - library - crazed & fb in library - went back sab's hse slack.

ehehhehehe, i like the curtain part! right sabrinaaaaaaa? ♥ ;) when she scream, damn epic la bodoh. oh yeah oh yeah, hey! :D wooo, im evil. muhahaha. ohoh, i also help her edit her blogskin. then she played guitar + singsingsing. ^^

funnnnnnnnnnnn. love today! ♥♥♥ (:

15 NOVEMBER. God damn excited. \m/
collecting geek specs from weilin soon!
GEEKY LUH I KNOW. (:

ok, im done for today! lastly i wanna share this :)

credits to : jeansbeans.



ok, byeee! ^^ (:
i hope im over you. i really hope so.
i just, .. cant forget those memories.

im not perfect, but i keep trying ;

hello readers! ♥ (:

wooooooooo, today was amazing eh. HAHAHA, jiayun & sabrina came to my house. ^^ my bro damn irritating siol. keep hitting them x: then they run for their lives LOL! funny ah. filled with laughter la today. love today! [:

have been hanging out with sab lately, 3 days! :D
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ♥

heheh, ok nth else! bye. (:
holidays ftwww. \m/

I gave up ;

Hello humans/aliens! ♥♥♥♥♥

heheh. today went out with joshua & sabrina, lalala, fun yeah (: hahaha, go his aunty house. slack, slack, play, play. oh and, hamster! heh. lazy to elaborate but, damn fun la today ^^ hope can go out again soon! hmmm, 15 nov outing w/joshua, rifqi, sab, jiayun, asyiqin & nazirah [ think so ] (:

excited neh. should be superb fun [:

eeeeeek, holiday hmk ah, wtf. must finish before i go back china, 26 nov! hopefully lo. D: LASTLY, ..

Urgh == No streaming pls! i srsly dowan ok. :(

ok doneee! nth to update abt. byebye! (: