You never once left my mind.

Heeeey all. Seems long since i had a proper post, so yeah.. Hi. :3

So, since it's march holidays now, i guess i should kinda like, summarise these 2 months i spent in school. LOL. OKAY. I admit that very bored, so imma doing this. Don't mind me.

January 2011 : Said hi to a brand new year, 2011. Got closer with Roxanne then Sabrina, Rifqi and Joshua. Hmm, new and mostly, better subj teachers. Coping well during that month. :) the best thing is, my seating position was just under the fan & i'm surrounded by awesome people. Heh. Coping well with studies during that month.

February 2011 : Poof! , and it's a brand new month. :3 hmm, this month was kinda tough especially during mid-feb. Was feeling left out most of the time and i got emo during that period. Wth. Started to drift apart with friends, but things got better slowly and soon, i was loving life again. ♥♥♥ (HI LIFE. I LOVE YOU. MUA.) okay, so more epic moments with friends. LOL. And lastly, not forgetting, my term tests. Did, uhm, okay in it. Must improveeeeeee. :D

Tada! The summary of the first months in 2011. Life's awesome. Appreciate it. Never take things for granted. When nothing goes right, go left. Think positively. Life'd be alright. :)

Lastly, sharing this again :

I love this song, heeeh. AND YES, don't forget to pray for japan. :3 ♥

Pray!

As all of you know, japan and some other countries were hit by tsunami & earthquake. I don't know the exact details, all that i know is, we can pray for them or help them.

Let's pray for all the countries that were affected, esp. Japan. Pray for the world as well.

From Justin Bieber's PRAY : I close my eyes and i can see a better day. I close my eyes and pray. I pray for the broken-hearted, I pray for the life not started. I pray for all the ones not breathing, I pray for all the souls in need. ♥

People, let's pray together.

Oh nana, what's my name?

Oops. I've been neglecting my blog these days.

Okay. So hi all. :)

Apparently, life's normal. Nothing much to update about.

But anyway, next week is gonna be fun! ♥♥♥ cus it's going to be beyond classroom days. (BC DAYS) we'll get to go out of school and learn. Strike that out, we're going to have fun. Heh. For 3 days, Sec 2s are going for Heritage Trail, have e-learning day and visit a childcare centre. Excited max. HAHA. :D

So yeah, who wouldn't be excited? Heh.

Close your eyes

Close your eyes , open your heart and pray :DDDDD

I do alot of thinking before i sleep . I play scenes in my head , practise the things i wanna say . I have endless what "ifs" , i make plans for the next day . I think of the people i miss and hate . I ask myself alot of questions . Most importantly , i think about you , us and everything we once had ♥

Sometimes , i really wish you were by my side when i need a shoulder .
Don't give me false hopes . And , i thank you for that .

OKAY . Before this gets too far-fetched .. hi readers !! ^^

Lemme explain . I'm not confessing to someone or whatever bullshit . Just feel like , typing out all these nonsensical stuffs . Okay nonsense whatever :PPP , LOL .

Nothing happening much these days . Hmm had fun yesterday , pretty slackish and all . Didn't go pool though , jiayun can't go . But yea , there's always a 2nd chance babe :DDD . So you didn't spoil the plans okaaaaay . We still had fun and all yeaaa :') ♥

And finally term tests are over . No more stressful afternoons , nights and mornings for now . Finally :DDDDDD *pops champagne*

Don't know what to update .. so ending this post with this photo ,

Make a guess , who's that ?

Kay bye :DD . Update next week !

FIND ME @ TWITTER OR FACEBOOK .

Pool.

POOL. POOL. POOL.

Probably tomorrow. ♥ ;)
With Sabrina, Arinah, Joshua, Rifqi, Farahin & Jiayun.
Jiayun must goooo. Bodoh! Gooooo okaaay. ^^

Crazy laughter.

SMILE, BE HAPPY AND GO CRAZY. :D

Hello loveliessssss. ♔

Wasssssup! How's life, LOL. Pretty busy these days, studying and all. But yeah, still had fun with friends and stuffs like that. Had so much fun annoying my dear Sabrina. Poor thing, HAHA. xD i was the annoying orange hahaha. Fun ttmax, ttcore! ♥

Anyway, just wanna share something with you all now. :)

" Me without you is like, cookie monster w/o its cookies, spongebob w/o patrick and annoying orange with no apple to annoy. It's impossible. "

Inspirations came from : Sabrina and Joshua. The starting "me w/o you" is from them. So, how's that ^ ? LOL. The theme is like those cute characters, hehe. I think it's kinda cute. :P

LASTLY, PRESENTING COOKIEMONSTER! ★

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All these pictures reminds me of my cookiemonster cartoon tee, which i'll be collecting tomo. Excited max, gah! (i'm in love with cookiemonster, keke xD) That's all readers! Have a nice weekend. Bye. I'll be back! SAY COOKIEMONSTER, YAY. :)

Live, laugh, love.

Helloooo people. ♥ :**
Music is my fuckin' life. :)

Okay, lemme update.

1. Been busy with all the tests coming and homework. How better can life get man. LOL. But today was awesome :) played in the rain with sabrina, joshua, rifqi and zul after school, slacked at bb court first, then it started raining, so yeah. (y) Quite fun, but I wasn't used to the wetness though. LMAO. But still, it was fun. Hope we can do it sometime again~ ^-^

2. Had P.E today too! Badminton hehehe. Fun too! :D LOL, sabrina epic man. Trip on herself, then fall on her butt. I was LMFAO, ROFL, LOL-ING. Luckily not whole class see, everyone busy playing badminton, if not she'd become the laughing stock of the day. :D

3. Lastly, I got 15/20 for Science test! ♥ A1, yay. \m/

Will be even busier for the next 2 weeks, term tests coming. Homework to settle. Studies would be my first priority from now onwards. (hopefully) (y)

AND YES. I HAVE SUCH A STRONG URGE TO GO SHOPPING OMG. Apparently, I've got a list of things I wanna have/need to do.

I wanna have

• New school bag ; Black!
  
• New school shoes ; converse babe.
• Roulailai wallet/transparent wallet (black)
  
• BABY G WATCH.
• My nokia x3 hotpink.
  
• My cartoon tees to arrive.
• Get an ipod. Music yay. \m/
• More money to go shopping.
  

I need to

• Score well for my tests.
• Get Roxanne's belated present. :)
• Manage my time.
• Continue to hang out with my awesome friends. (y)
• That's all for the time being.
  

/hinthint/ Get me something from the "I wanna have" list for my bday, 24 May. :P

See, so many things. I'm greedy? I know, you don't need to tell me that luh.
Will not be online often, will be updating fb & twitter thru' phone.

Hehe, that's all uh :) update next week again. Wish me luck for my tests! ♥ :**

Oh boy, the feeling is coming back. Gahgahgah. I miss you like hell loads. I wonder why .. Why is the feeling constantly coming back? Oh nonono. I know you'd never be mine, I'm thinking too much. Reality hurts. Truth hurts. I wanna be happy.

BYE PEOPLE! :D My facebook & twitter. ♥
Gone with the wind, i'll be back soon. 8D

Everything's gonna be alright.

THIS GUITAR IS DAMN COOL, PINK'D BE EVEN BETTER THOUGH.
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Everything's gonna be alright.

Hmm, I guess it already is. Hello people! ♥♥♥

Firstly, I wanna thank those who kinda' cheer me up : (not in any order)

JINGYEE, TIFFANY, WANTING, HESTER AND ROXANNE :**

Thanks people, hohoho. ^^ moving on!

Gah. I can't believe that the CNY break is almost over! Too fast~ Hahaha. I wish we had 2 weeks of break cause' CNY is actually 2 weeks. :B but nah, it's not gonna happen. Huhu~ D: but anyway, had fun with computer these days. (But not that kind of "have fun" uh.)

Okay, anyway ...

I LOVE TWITTER ; UNFAITHFULGIRLZ. :D

Find me there alright! Awesome. Especially last night. Chatted with Hester and PuiLing, hoho! Oh btwww, Hester, cheerup okay! Curry won't want to see you like this! ^^

Okay, that's all. Hah. School's starting tomo, gah. .____. Wish me luckluck on all my tests! Gonna be superb busy for the next few weeks, sad. :(

Byeeeeee, enjoy your last day of holiday today! :D

Lowest point of my life.

For someone I liked, *past tense* from today onwards :

I swear i'm at the lowest point of my fucking life. o__o

Everything started from last night.

“ Why can't you stand in my shoes and think about how I feel? Why do you want to side to your friends? My attiude is bad, you told me. But have you thought about these :

• Was my attitude like that in the first place, before yesterday?
• Why did my attitude became like this?

I know i'm just a friend to you, or who knows, maybe even less. But why can't you show alittle bit more of concern to me, even thou' i'm just your friend. Is it too much? Stand in my shoes and think about this.

Your friends pranked me. Many times, but never was there even once that you take the initiative to text me, saying something that goes : Hey. Sorry. My friends did that just now. No, never, i had to text back, saying : Is that your friend? And your answer would always be yes. Why, can't you just stop your friends from doing so? Why can't you even tell me what had happened? Why is it always me the one who must text you first, asking about what happened. And all I get in return? A flat and cold yes, no, or this face (o.o) .

Maybe you think that I know and understand what happened. :/

But no, I really don't. I'm just a girl. A typical one, who wants your fucking care and concern.

And when I finally couldn't take it anymore, complained and whined to you, the only sentence I wanna hear is this : Look, everything's gonna be alright. Not, relax, chill, or whatsoever. And the last thing I wanna hear, came out of your mouth :

Can you stop showing me this attitude?

WHY. IS. IT. LIKE. THAT. :/

I know maybe i was overboard to scold your friend that pranked me. But do you know that you're the first, i swear, in my entire life, saying this to me? Do you know it makes me feel so bad about myself and to you too? Do you know that I was moodless the whole day, I can't concentrate on whatever I'm doing. Be it, revising or doing homework. Do you know how empty my heart felt after hearing that? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW I FUCKING FEEL BEFORE COMMENTING ABOUT MY PERSONALITY/CHARACTER?

I swear I was never like that to my friends. You took me for granted. I didn't. I'm not pushing all the blame to you. I just wanna blog out how I feel before I can't take it anymore. I don't expect you to change. I don't expect you to text me again, and vice versa. I don't expect you to apologise.

Everything would be my fault. I give up. My heart is dead. ”

That's all I wanna say. Maybe I'm taking things too seriously, maybe i'm being too sensitive. Hah. But who even gives me a damn about me?The old me is gone. Gone forever.

And for all you know, I know you don't even *like* me back. My wishful thinking. How naive was I, thinking that I might be yours, someday. I WAS a naive girl, not anymore.

* Currently I'm in the off mode. I won't talk to anyone, unnecessary. *

Maybe not. Why for a fucking bastard? Hah.

It's time to move on.

Been too wishy-washy with stuffs.

Hello people. IT'S CNY EVEEEEEEEEEEE. :D got money already and my hands are itchy! I wanna go shopping. Hehehehe. ♥ okay, but sadly, i still have got homework and tests coming! I finished all my hmk already. So it's the tests part! Study soonsoonsoon. Wish me luck! :)

I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why the feelings are coming. I don't know why you're hot and cold to me. I don't what to do. I'm lost. Can i spend my valentine time wih you? I wanna be your girl. Hah, but it's impossible. I know. Reality sucks.

That's all then. Hoho, bye lovelies! ^_~

Shopping craze.

This set of clothes looks so pretty! :D

Shopping ftw! Shopping's awesome. ♥

Was @ amk hub the whole day today! :D Got alot of new stuffs : 2 converse tees, 2 pairs of new shoes (slippers and ..) & 1 short dress for CNY. Whee, happyhappy~ ^_^ i'm still gonna get new tees too! Cartoon tees from Crystal and Fred Perry Tee from Yockyen, hohoho! Excited max for both CNY and my tees! :) hope that i can get alot more money this year! Hehehe. :D

School's the usual. Nothing special. Oh, just that tests are coming $%*)$!*_)$*

Kthxbye. Nothing much to update!

Twit, twit, twit.

UNFAITHFULGIRLZ
Is my twitter! :D find me there.

CLICKCLICKCLICK, on my ads please!

Met Yockyen just now to make payment. :P she's damn pretty y'know! It's was hilarious just now. I reached TPY, then i look around for her. I was looking at this girl, and i think it was her. :O it's her, but i don't know at first. She didn't recognise me, LOL. Then, we were still texting each other until we realised we are both there, LOL! :D had a good laugh about it, hehehe. xD

So hopefully, i get my shirt soon! ^_^ ~ and, tmr's monday. " I don't hate mondays, i just hate that there's school. I don't hate sundays, but i hate the feeling that there's school the next day. " From twitter. Twitter is awesome! :D i'm starting to love it. ♥

Hmm, so meeting Crystal and Shihui tomo for payment. Sigh, there's science test this thursday. Grr. -.- Wish me luck okay! Anyway, i like blogshopping! ♥♥♥ :D intro me to any blogshops that have meetups @ woodlands, admiralty, yishun, preferably the red line. Not too far from admiralty & yishun. Hehehe, thanks! :3 Okay, so ending this post with this :

Dream, because it's better than reality. It's true.

Bye, i'd be back soon! :D

It's so true ; imy.

Exactly what i do when i'm on the computer. :D

Hello readers! ♥

Finally it's friday, finally can take alittle break, finally can relax alittle. ^_^ okay, so nothing much happened this week. OH, MY SCI TEACHER LEFT. D: She's like the best science teacher in my school. Our class just got her for a few weeks, and we love her, like alot! She's awesome. She's cool. She's just so nice, our class just love her! ALOT.

But suddenly, yesterday, another science teacher came in and we were like, okay maybe she didn't come today. But, this teacher really say something that i am like, so shocked. o_o

" Mdm Wong resigned yesterday cause' of health. She really can't take it anymore. I'll be your science teacher from now on. "

WHYWHYWHY. Life's just so fucking unfair. We miss you, Mdm Wong. ):

Fucked up.

" Who should be blame when a leaf fell from a tree? Is it the wind that blew it away? Or the tree that let it go? Or is it the leaf who grew tired of holding on? "

Sigh, i feel so fucked up nowadays. -Imma having PMS- I'm not kidding, it's like .. sometimes i just feel so left out and kind of stuffs. I just feel ... that my friends don't really give a damn about me. D: *am i thinking too much? Sigh.. ):*

And yes, school is kinda' tiring too. Lessons are kinda' cool? Tests are coming up! Science test on next thursday! Had a small maths test last week, and got 8/8. And for chinese, 29.5/40. n_n hopefully i can do well in the science test next week. STUDY, STUDY. :) haha.

NEXT, random. ^^ Recently, i'm really addicted to tumblr. Tumblr is cool! :D it has alot of meaningful quotes that i repost on Facebook. I'm facehooked and tumblr-hooked, hahaha. Okay, so anyway, meeting some blogshop owners to give payment soon! EXCITED. I wanna my tees & clothes. ^^

That's all then~ Waiting for tees to arrive. *happy & excited* :D

I wish i held the key to your heart.

Are you already in love? ♥ :)

Based on psychological study, a crush last for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, you are already in love. I think i am.

Hello people! It's the weekends, yay! Rest rest rest. And oh, homework also. SIGH. -.- alright so talk about something that happened. :D

1. Went to sabrina's house with joshua.

It was like really epicfail. Cause' joshua suddenly put the father hamster with those baby hamsters, cause he don't know it would kill the babies. Then, the father hamster started biting two of the baby hamsters, and both of the baby hamster died. D: Tthe baby hamsters were very cute, cause they are really small & had fur over them. BUT, IT DIED. Sadddd ttvm ..

So right, Sabrina broke down & was screaming at him, and i'm like speechless-but-shocked. Okay, here comes the epic part : She suddenly laughed. She said make it a happy death then. -.- but me and joshua was like wtf! From screaming and crying to laughing and joking. You get it right? But, everything was okay after then. Phew.. But i still felt scared seeing the hamster because it look so pityful.. :x and joshua was like, making fun of me, like whatthe.. But anyway, i had ALOT FUN lah. ^___^

2. Mixed emotions now.

I'm feeling like, at times, hyper and random, the next moment, i'll be like pissed. Okay, so weird right i know. But like Jieying said : Xiaoyan! Smile more. Prettiest girls are the happiest~ SMILE SMILE and everything will be alright oh!

Thanks jieying! ♥ I will, alright! :) you too. I wanna be pretty, LOL..

3. I'm enjoying science lesson now.

I can understand those concepts better and, the teacher is nice & clear about explaining! :D Scienceeeeeeeeee, you rock yeah. :)

4. Alot of homework to be completed.

Sighhh, homework, homework, homework. Stop coming to me please. I hate you. :)

Lastly ...

THESE ARE ALL MINE OKAY. I WANNA GO SHOPPING. :D

Hehehe, alright, that's all then! Long update yeah. :) update next time~

Like a shooting star.

Photo credits : S-temptations.

OMG SO CUTE RIGHT. :D

Hello people! School's kinda tiring today. I don't know why, sigh. Eeeep, i don't know what's wrong with me these days. Kinda moody, y'know. I really don't know why. Okay, sorry people. D: I hope i will be happy/hyper soon.

Xiaoyan, be happy. Don't be moody anymore, smile okay. Forget about those annoying people, annoying problems. Live life. You can do it. BE HAPPY, open yourself up! Talk more, laugh more, just be happy. SMILE, SMILE, SMILE. OMG. Hahaha, i'm talking to myself, like what wth sehh. :x

Will update again when i have the mood. :x

Edit : I'm kinda okay now. Happy go lucky, yeahhh. I was thinking too much yesterday. :)

I said i love you, can't you hear it?

(via followthatway. ★)

Hello people. :D it's monday yo! Sigh, mondays are the worst days. Cause it's the start of school and i usually can't get up for school. -.- but i still did wake up on time today! Umm, boring, boring. But, today was kinda okay? I mean like, not very boring though. Awesome hehe. :)

Anyway, enough about school. Guess what? I ordered cookie monster tee & fbt from Hester's blogshop! Hehehe, i like. :) hahaha, random. :D oh yes, i spending alot of money on pens nowadays with SABRINAFAISAL. ★ I LOVE PENS LOL. I never get sick of them heh. :x OH YEAH. I'm sitting with -NAME- in the parade square, science lab. Oh how great. I love it sooo much man rofl. -.-

So yeah that's about it. I know i have nothing to blog about, but i'm bored haha. That's all. Bye. Update soon. :D

All i ever wanted was you.

Hey people! ^~^ It's weekends, like finally! ★
Can sleep late, and wake up lateee.
But, nevertheless, there's still homework to be done!
Gahhhhz, this year is my streaming year~

Streaming year :
1. stress, stress, & more stress! (N)
2. last year with my friends. D:
3. more homework.
4. more nagging from teachers and parents.

Sigh. Hopefully i do well this year. X:
Hopefully same class with SABRINA & friends. (L)

Wish those sec 2s best of the luck this year~
All the best! Try your very best this year. :3

Just a random post today~ :)
That's all then. Post soon again! :D

A brand new start ★

It's a brand new start yo. ★ :)

Heyheyheyhey people! Hehe~~ ^~^

It has been a week of 2011 already. 2011 is kinda fun. I kinda love it ohohoh~ ♥
Here we go. Reasons why i like 2011.

What's so awesome about it?

• I am sitting with Sabrina in class, like omg yay. :3
• I'm in 2E7. I emphasis on the E, it's not T please!
  
• I got a converse pencilcase with Sabrina! AWESOME y'know. ♥
  
• It's a brand new start! ^__^
• My bday is coming again~~ 24 May. (L)
• Teachers are awesome, better than last year. :D
• I grew taller wooohoooooo.
  
• Many, many more. :)
  

Come, I tell you a secret. -whispers- I'm late for school today!
SABRINA pei wo also, thanks so much. Iloveyou hehe~ ♥♥♥ :)
But yeah, there's a first time for everything. I'm late for the first time -lucky- :B

Anyway, back to china was awesome, like seriously! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
I wanna go back again~ probably around years. Sigh. :X ~
Anyone want to sponser me? Hehehe~~ ^-^
Okay, post soon again. Having CCA bazzar tmr -__- ~
Baibai. :3 2011, be an more awesome year okay~~ <3 :)